Abdur Rahman

Men getting failed but still trusting on God😝

Intentions

Zindagi Barbaad ho g*i hai but haar nahi manna hai

Yeh Dukh Kahe Nahi Khatam hota be 🤣😭

What I really wanted is to give everything to everyone and ask for nothing in return but a home where I can have a life of my own. Well I do the right things, I avoid people, i don't want to sound fake. I want to help and I want to have a life of my own too, of my choice. Where I know if I have to choose, I have to fight for it and I am doing this too but I don't know like someday of mine were not like rainbows but a sense of nervousness like I am just seeing the every cloudy day. Sometimes the day, my own people and and my own choices backfire me in a certain way. It's not about family problems and relationship problems but it's like a every aspect of my life are changing and even after trying so hard I feel that instead of making things I ruin it in a certain. The peace of my love ones, the calmness inside me and slowly i am becoming the mad man.
In that moment, I just pray from my allah paak that I can't loose. I look up at the sky, switch on my bike and just carry on. Hoping that one day, I will be all ok.