Wistful Writing

Sometimes I sit alone and think about how different my life could have been.

I had so many dreams and plans.
I thought I would grow up and live a life full of happiness and peace.

But life didn’t go the way I imagined. Things changed. People changed. And I had to learn to stay strong, even when I didn’t feel like it.

Now I overthink everything.
I worry about the future, regret the past, and forget to live in the present.

Some days are heavier than others.
I put on a smile, act like everything is fine, but inside, I’m just trying to hold myself together.

I just want to feel happy again.
Not for anyone else, but for myself.

Maybe one day, I will.

Maybe one day, life will feel lighter..

Maybe one day, all the pain will quietly fade away, and the things that keep my heart heavy won’t follow me anymore.

Maybe one day, peace will finally find me in ordinary moments, in quiet mornings, in looking at the sky without overthinking everything.

Maybe one day, all the waiting, the silent battles, and the endless thoughts will make sense somehow.

Maybe one day, I’ll live the life I used to imagine before the world became this loud and exhausting.

And maybe, just maybe, all the dreams I carried for so long will finally come true.

I love boring days ..

The silence after acceptance ..

- Tomorrow will be better.

- But what if it's not?

- Then you say it again tomorrow. Because it might be. You never know, right? At some point, tomorrow will be better.

Things to live for :

- The sky
- Road trips
- The city at 5am
- Quite nights
- Raindrops on your skin
- Movie nights
- Warm showers
- The first bite of your favorite meal
- All kinds of flowers
- The shape of clouds
- Trees
- Birds and Butterflies
- THE FIRST TIME OF EVERYTHING!
- Your bed after a long day
- City lights
- Sunsets
- Sunrises
- Waking up after a good nap
- The sea
- Working hard on something you really want
- Praying and wishing
- Bookstores
- The smell of popcorn in theaters
- Delicious food
- Old coffeeshops
- The feeling you get after buying new clothes
- Rainy roads
- Empty streets
- When you cry because of laughing too hard
- Nature
- Music
- Random dancing
- Concerts
- People smiling at you
- Packing for a vacation
- Happy dreams
- A cup of warm drink when you feel cold
- Falling leaves at Autumn
- The stars
- The moon
- Long walks
- Having your own place as you like
- The smell of coffee
- Yourself.

Maybe you feel sad and stuck right now, but you're still breathing, you have more time, and there's always a chance to experience everything.