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STORY TITLE: Everything I Liked is Now Expensive

Chapter 4: The Electricity Bill

​Kemi climbed the stairs to her third-floor apartment, her arms aching from the "Tomato War" bags. She was sweating in places she didn't know could sweat, and her "bathroom slippers" had officially given up the ghost, the right one flapping like a wounded fish.
​But as she reached her door, she saw it.
​A small, neon-yellow slip of paper was tucked into the doorframe. In Lagos, this yellow slip was more terrifying than a letter from a debt collector. It was the EKEDC (Electricity Distribution Company) bill.
​Kemi dropped her bags—carefully, so the 2,200 Naira tomatoes wouldn't crush—and snatched the paper.
​"God, please," she muttered, squinting at the faint, dot-matrix printing. "Let it be five thousand. Let it even be seven."
​She found the 'Total Due' line. Her eyes nearly popped out of her head.
​TOTAL AMOUNT PAYABLE: NGN 68,450.00
​Kemi leaned against her door, feeling the cool metal against her back. "Sixty-eight thousand? For what? Did I start a cold room in this house? Am I welding iron in my parlor?"
​She lived in a "Serviced" block, which meant they had a central meter, but the "Service Charge" and the "Estimated Billing" were a lethal combination. She hadn't used her air conditioner in two weeks. She had been sleeping with the windows open, letting the Lekki mosquitoes feast on her like a buffet, just to save units.
​Suddenly, a loud clack-clack-clack sound echoed from the hallway. It was her neighbor, Mrs. Onu, a woman whose hobby was knowing everyone's business.
​"Kemi, you have seen yours?" Mrs. Onu asked, holding her own yellow slip like a weapon. "Those people are thieves! They said my bill is eighty thousand. Since when did I start a factory in this room?"
​"Mrs. Onu, mine is sixty-eight," Kemi said, her voice trembling. "And I wasn't even home for half the month!"
​"My dear, they don't care," Mrs. Onu hissed, coming closer. "They said the 'Tariff Band' has changed. We are now in 'Band A.' Band A means twenty hours of light, so we must pay 'Band A' price."
​"But we only get six hours of light!" Kemi cried.
​"Exactly! We are paying for the light we are imagining, not the one we are seeing." Mrs. Onu shook her head. "And if you don't pay by Friday, they will come with that their long ladder and 'disconnect' you from the pole."
​Kemi entered her apartment and shut the door. The heat inside was thick. She walked to her kitchen and looked at her 4,112 Naira balance on her phone.
​68,450 Naira.
​It was more than her transport allowance and her food budget combined. If she paid the bill, she wouldn't be able to buy fuel for the "Silver Bullet" or even the cheap Garri she had planned to survive on. If she didn't pay, she would be sitting in a dark, humid box, her 2,200 Naira tomatoes rotting in a warm fridge.
​She looked at her television, her microwave, and her fancy standing fan—the "Soft Life" gadgets she had worked so hard to buy. Now, they were just expensive ornaments.
​She sat on the floor—the tiles were cooler than the sofa—and opened her banking app again. She scrolled down to her "Emergency Fund."
​Balance: NGN 15.20
​Laughter bubbled up in her throat—a sharp, jagged sound. The irony was peak Lagos. She was a Brand Manager. She spent her days telling people how to "Position themselves for luxury." And here she was, about to be "positioned" in total darkness because the price of a "Band A" lifestyle had outpaced her reality.
​She stood up, walked to the fridge, and took out the single, shriveled lime. She squeezed it into a glass of tap water. No sugar. Sugar was 1,500 Naira a pack now.
​"Friday," she whispered. "I have until Friday to find sixty-eight thousand Naira."
​The "Tomato War" was just the beginning. The "Electricity Insurgency" had arrived, and Kemi was staring at the possibility of a very dark, very hot future.

STORY TITLE: Everything I Liked is Now Expensive

Chapter 3: The Tomato War
​Monday morning arrived with the kind of headache that only a 4,112 Naira bank balance can provide. Kemi looked at her fridge; it was an empty white cavern containing only a half-bottle of water, a sachet of ketchup, and a single, lonely shriveled lime.
​"If I eat out one more time, I will actually vanish," Kemi muttered, tying a scarf over her head.
​She wasn't going to the supermarket today. No Spar, no Shoprite, no "Air-conditioned" shopping where a single bell pepper was wrapped in plastic and sold for the price of a small plot of land. Today, Kemi was going to the source: Ajah Market.
​She swapped her silk slip dress for an old oversized t-shirt and leggings. She wore her "bathroom slippers"—the ones that had been worn down so thin she could feel the texture of the ground. In Lagos, if you go to the market looking like "Money," the prices will greet you like "Money."
​The market was a riot of noise, mud, and smells. "Auntie, come! I get better turkey!" "Fine girl, see tomatoes!"
​Kemi navigated the narrow paths, dodging wheelbarrows and women carrying heavy basins of fish. She stopped at a stall where a woman sat behind a mountain of red peppers and tomatoes.
​"Mama, how much for this one?" Kemi asked, pointing to a small, neat pile of four tomatoes.
​The woman didn't even look up from the piece of stockfish she was cleaning. "That one is two thousand five hundred, my daughter."
​Kemi’s heart skipped a beat. "Two five? For four? Mama, are they imported from London? Look at them, one is even starting to soft."
​The market woman finally looked up, her eyes sharp and unimpressed. "London? No o. They are from Jos. Do you know how much we pay for the truck to bring them? Do you know how much fuel is? If you want 'London' price, go to the mall. My own is two five."
​Kemi felt the old Lagos spirit rising in her. This was the "Tomato War." This was where the "Big Girl" had to die so the "Survivor" could live.
​"Mama, I’m your daughter o," Kemi started, her voice dropping into a pleading, rhythmic tone. "See me, I’m just coming from work. Sapa is holding my neck. Take one thousand five hundred."
​"One five?" The woman laughed, a loud, clapping sound. "Iyawo, you want me to go hungry? My children will eat sand? Add money!"
​"Two thousand," Kemi countered, leaning in. "Two thousand, and I will buy pepper from you too. And I will be your regular customer. Every Saturday, I will come to you."
​The woman looked at Kemi, scanning her from her expensive-looking scarf down to her dusty slippers. She saw the desperation behind the "Steeze."
​"Oya, bring two thousand two hundred," the woman grunted, grabbing a black nylon bag.
​"Mama, two thousand! Round it up. God will bless the business!"
​A tense silence followed. The woman snatched the four tomatoes, added a tiny, shriveled one as a "jara" (extra), and shoved the bag toward Kemi. "Oya, bring your money. You be strong woman, wallahi."
​Kemi handed over two crisp 1,000 Naira notes. She felt a strange surge of adrenaline. She had saved 500 Naira. In the old days, 500 Naira was nothing. Today, it was a bottle of chilled water and a bus fare.
​But the war wasn't over.
​She moved to the meat section. A kilo of beef was now 5,000 Naira. A crate of eggs? 4,800. Kemi stood in the middle of the shouting crowd, her black nylon bags cutting into her fingers. She realized that even with her best haggling, her 4,000 Naira was only going to buy her a "stew of hope"—mostly onions, a few peppers, and maybe a single piece of "ponmo" (cow skin) for decoration.
​As she turned to leave, she saw a girl—no older than twenty—buying a massive bag of rice and several crates of eggs. The girl was dressed in a simple gown, but she was paying with a thick stack of 1,000 Naira notes.
​Kemi watched her, wondering if the girl was an influencer, a "Side-hustle Queen," or just someone whose father hadn't retired yet. For a second, Kemi felt that familiar sting of envy.
​Then, she looked at her own small bag of tomatoes. They were bruised, they were expensive, and they were few. But they were hers. And for the first time in months, she hadn't used a credit card or a "buy now, pay later" app to get them.
​She walked out of the market, the sun beating down on her, smelling like fermented locust beans and exhaust fumes. She jumped on a moving "Marwa" (tricycle) and squeezed in between a woman with a crying baby and a man carrying a live chicken.
​"Obalende! Obalende!" the driver yelled.
​Kemi held her tomatoes tight. Her "Steeze" was officially in the mud, but her stomach was going to be full tonight.
​As the Marwa sped off, she took out her phone and deleted the Instagram app. She didn't need to see who was eating lobster in Ibiza today. She had a war to win in Lagos.

STORY TITLE: Everything I Liked is Now Expensive

Chapter 2: The Brunch Heartbreak

​By Sunday, Kemi’s nerves were as frayed as the edges of a cheap weave. After a week of dodging the office canteen and calculating the cost of every kilometer driven, she needed a win. She needed to feel like the Kemi of 2024 again.
​The "Geng"—Funke, Bisola, and Zainab—had been blowing up the WhatsApp group since Thursday. The destination: "L’Avenue 77," a new spot in Victoria Island that was currently the headquarters for Lagos influencers.
​Kemi stood before her mirror, applying a layer of "Fenty Glow" lip gloss like it was war paint. She was wearing a satin slip dress she’d bought during a Zara sale two years ago. It still fit perfectly, and more importantly, it looked expensive.
​"Fake it until you make it, Kemi," she whispered. "Just don't order the lobster."
​L’Avenue 77 was beautiful. It smelled of expensive oud and freshly roasted coffee. The walls were painted a soft terracotta, and the sunlight hit the gold-rimmed plates in a way that screamed "wealth."
​"Kemi! You made it!" Funke squealed, rising to hug her. Funke was wearing a two-piece set that Kemi knew cost at least 120,000 Naira.
​"I almost didn't," Kemi joked, sliding into the velvet chair. "The traffic on the bridge was trying to finish my fuel."
​"Oh, forget traffic," Bisola waved her hand, her heavy gold bangles clinking. "Have you seen the menu? The aesthetics are 10/10."
​A waiter, dressed more sharply than a bank manager, handed Kemi a heavy, cream-colored card. She opened it, and for a second, her vision went blurry.
​Classic Avocado Toast: 14,500 Naira
​The 'Big Boy' Breakfast Platter: 22,000 Naira
​Single Pancake Stack (3pcs): 9,500 Naira
​Bottomless Mimosas (1 hour): 35,000 Naira
​Extra Side of Bacon (2 strips): 4,000 Naira
​Kemi’s stomach did a somersault that had nothing to do with hunger. Four thousand Naira for two strips of bacon? she thought. Is the pig a university graduate?
​"I think I’ll just do the Avocado Toast and a latte," Zainab said casually, as if she weren't spending a significant portion of a junior doctor’s salary on bread and fruit.
​"Me too," Funke added. "And a side of those truffle fries. They’re only 8,000."
​The waiter turned to Kemi. The pressure in the air was thick. In this circle, you didn't look at the prices; you looked at the "experience." If she ordered just water, the questions would start. Kemi, are you okay? Is the job going well? Do you need a loan? The pity would be worse than the hunger.
​"I’ll have the... French Toast," Kemi said, her voice steady despite the internal screaming. "And a glass of orange juice."
​"Freshly squeezed or bottled, Auntie?" the waiter asked.
​"Fresh," Kemi said. She knew "fresh" meant an extra 3,000 Naira, but she was already committed to the lie.
​As the girls gossiped about who was Japa-ing to Canada and who was dating a Senator’s son, Kemi’s food arrived. It was beautiful. Three thick slices of brioche, dusted with powdered sugar and topped with berries that looked like they had been hand-polished.
​She took a bite. It was delicious, but all she could taste was her electricity bill. Every chew was 1,000 Naira. Every sip of juice was a bus ride she’d have to take later in the week to save on fuel.
​Then came the "Heartbreak."
​"Okay, girls," Funke said as the waiter brought the bill. "Since it’s Bisola’s birthday month, let’s just split it equally? It’s easier."
​Kemi felt the blood drain from her face. She had ordered the cheapest thing on the table. Funke and Zainab had ordered Mimosas. Bisola had ordered the Steak and Eggs.
​The waiter laid the small leather folder down.
​"The total is 114,000 Naira, including service charge and VAT," Funke announced, tapping on her calculator. "So... that’s 28,500 Naira each."
​Twenty-eight thousand five hundred.
​Kemi’s meal had cost 12,000. She was essentially paying 16,500 Naira for the "privilege" of watching her friends drink champagne she couldn't afford.
​She reached into her bag, her fingers trembling as she pulled out her debit card. She thought about her bank balance. After this, she would have exactly 4,000 Naira to last her until Friday.
​Transaction Approved.
​The "beep" of the POS machine sounded like a funeral bell.
​"That was so fun!" Bisola said, blotting her lipstick. "We should do this every Sunday. It’s so important to treat ourselves. Life is short!"
​"So short," Kemi echoed, her heart heavy.
​As they walked out to the parking lot, Kemi watched her friends get into their cars, laughing and making plans for a beach house trip. She got into her "Silver Bullet," waited until they had driven away, and then she didn't start the engine.
​She sat in the silence, the "Freshly Squeezed" juice turning sour in her stomach. She opened her banking app and stared at the balance.
​Available Balance: NGN 4,112.50
​She had the "Steeze." She had the photos for Instagram. She had the "Soft Life" validation. But as she looked at the fuel gauge, she realized she didn't even have enough money to buy the "Extra Side of Bacon" she had turned down.
​Kemi leaned her head on the steering wheel and finally let out a shaky breath.
​"Lagos," she whispered. "You are winning. But I am not dead yet."

STORY TITLE: Everything I Liked is Now Expensive

Chapter 1: The Fuel Queue Blues

​The sun over Lekki-Epe Expressway was not a friend. It was a harsh, judgmental spotlight that exposed every crack in the "Soft Life" Kemi was trying to project.
​Kemi sat in her Toyota Corolla—a car she affectionately called "The Silver Bullet" back when she could afford to fill the tank. Today, the fuel gauge needle was resting so far below "E" that it looked like it was trying to hide under the dashboard.
​"God, please," she whispered, her hands gripping the steering wheel. "Just get me to the Mobil station. Don't let this car quench in the middle of the road. My steeze cannot survive pushing a car in this heat."
​Lagos had been on "Fuel Scarcity Level: Maximum" for three days. The result was a chaotic, three-lane-deep queue that snaked around the roundabout like a hungry python. The air was thick with the smell of exhaust fumes, hot asphalt, and the collective frustration of a thousand drivers.
​As she crawled forward by inches, her phone rang. It was her best friend, Funke.
​"Babe, where are you?" Funke’s voice was chirpy, punctuated by the sound of a blender in the background. "The yoga class starts at 10:00 AM. If we’re late, they’ll give our mats to those annoying Ikoyi aunties."
​"Yoga?" Kemi laughed, a dry, hysterical sound. "Funke, I am currently in a battle for my life at the filling station. The fuel I have left cannot even power a clipper to shave hair, let alone drive to a yoga studio."
​"Ah, Sapa is really dealing with you," Funke teased, though there was a hint of genuine pity. "Did you hear? Total is now selling for 850 Naira per liter. And that’s if you even see it."
​"Eight hundred and—" Kemi’s voice cracked. "Funke, last year it was what? One-eighty? Two hundred? My salary has not moved, but the fuel price is doing Olympics."
​"Anyway, let me know if you survive. I’m off to find green juice. A bottle is now 4,500 Naira, can you imagine? The world is ending!"
​Kemi hung up. 4,500 Naira for blended grass, she thought bitterly. Everything I like is now a luxury.
​Suddenly, a loud shout erupted ahead. A yellow Danfo bus had tried to "overlap" a black Land Rover, and the two drivers were now standing in the middle of the road, exchanging insults that involved each other’s ancestors.
​"Oga, move your motor!" a man in a white shirt shouted, leaning out of his window. "We have been here since 5:00 AM!"
​Kemi looked at the digital clock on her dashboard. 9:15 AM. She was already late for her Monday morning meeting. Her boss, Mr. Adeyemi, didn't believe in "fuel scarcity" as an excuse. To him, if you were a "Top Talent," you should have a way to solve national crises before breakfast.
​Finally, she reached the pump. The fuel attendant, a tired-looking man with a rag slung over his shoulder, looked at her car and then at her.
​"How much?" he asked, his voice flat.
​Kemi took a breath. Usually, she would say "Fill tank." It was a point of pride. But she had checked her bank balance while in the queue. Between her father’s meds and her rent contribution, "Fill tank" was now a fairy tale.
​"Ten thousand Naira," she said, trying to sound confident.
​The attendant looked at her, then at the pump. "Auntie, ten thousand? That one will not even reach half-tank o. It’s barely twelve liters."
​"I know," Kemi snapped, more at her situation than at him. "Just pump it."
​As the numbers whirred on the screen, Kemi watched the Naira digits fly past while the liter count crawled like a snail.
​Naira: 2,000... 4,000... 7,000... 10,000. The pump clicked. The needle on her dashboard moved just a fraction. It was enough to get to work and back, maybe with a little left for tomorrow’s hustle.
​As she drove out of the station, she saw a woman selling cold sachet water—Pure Water—by the roadside.
​"Customer, buy water!" the woman called out.
​"How much is one?" Kemi asked, reaching for some change.
​"Fifty Naira, auntie."
​Kemi froze. "Fifty? Since when? It was twenty Naira just last month!"
​The woman shrugged, a universal gesture of Lagos resignation. "Everything has climbed, auntie. The ice to cool the water is expensive. The plastic is expensive. Even the air we are breathing is becoming expensive."
​Kemi drove away without the water. Her throat was parched, her "Steeze" was melting in the heat, and she realized that Chapter One of her new life had officially begun.
​The Lagos she loved was gone. This new one? This one required a different kind of heart.

STORY TITLE: Everything I Liked is Now Expensive

The Introduction: Kemi’s Golden Hour

​Kemi Olumide was a masterpiece of Lagos engineering.
​To the casual observer at the Ikoyi office where she worked as a Junior Brand Manager, Kemi was the definition of "Steeze." Her wig was a 22-inch bone-straight frontal that she treated like a first-born son. Her nails were a crisp almond shape, "N**e Pink," changed every three weeks at a salon that served complimentary hibiscus tea. Even the way she walked—shoulders back, heels clicking rhythmically against the marble floor—suggested a woman who had never seen the inside of a yellow Danfo bus in her life.
​But Kemi knew the truth: her life was a carefully constructed house of cards, and the wind of inflation was blowing hard.
​Kemi was twenty-eight, the age where Lagos society expects you to either be married to a "Tech Bro" or be a "Boss Chick" with a side-hustle that actually makes money. She was neither. She was just a girl from a comfortable home in Surulere who had moved to the "Island" because that was where the dreams lived.
​Her morning routine was a ritual of survival disguised as luxury:
​The Camouflage: Applying high-definition foundation to hide the dark circles caused by the 4:00 AM wake-up call (the only time the water pressure in her building was strong enough for a proper shower).
​The Calculation: Checking the Aboki FX rates on Twitter and sighing as the Naira took another dive against the Dollar, knowing her favorite imported moisturizer would cost an extra 5,000 Naira by evening.
​The Performance: Packing a small, designer-brand paper bag with a homemade turkey sandwich because buying lunch at the office canteen—where a plate of rice was now 6,500 Naira—was a financial su***de mission.
​Kemi loved the fine things. She loved the smell of expensive candles, the crisp feel of high-thread-count sheets, and the way a cold glass of Chardonnay felt after a long week of "circling back" on emails. These weren't just "likes"; they were her identity. They were the evidence that she had "arrived."
​But as she stood in front of her full-length mirror, adjusting her blazer, her phone buzzed with a text from her mother:
​"Kemi o, hope you sent the money for your Papa's medication? The pharmacy said the price changed again this morning. They are calling it 'New Stock' price. God help us."
​Kemi closed her eyes. The 30,000 Naira she had set aside for her hair retouching was gone. In Lagos, you could look like a million Naira, but you were always just one "Urgent 2k" request or one price hike away from reality.
​She took a deep breath, sprayed a final mist of perfume—the last few drops of a bottle she bought when the world still made sense—and picked up her keys.
​"I cannot come and kill myself," she whispered to her reflection. It was the Lagos national anthem.
​She walked out the door, ready to face the city that was trying to price her out of existence.

UNDERSTANDING GODS NAMES

The Final Reflection: Whose Name are you Wearing?
​We often spend our lives trying to make a "name" for ourselves. We want to be known as the Successful One, the Reliable One, the Strong One, or the Smart One. We put an immense amount of pressure on our own name to carry the weight of our identity, our security, and our future.
​But the "Food for Thought" is this: Your name was never meant to carry that much weight.
​When you learn the names of God, you are finally allowed to let go of the burden of being your own provider, your own healer, and your own protector. You realize that you don’t have to build a "Strong Tower" for yourself because one already exists.
​The most relatable truth of this study is that God didn’t reveal these names to impress us; He revealed them to invite us. He gave us His names so that in our moments of greatest weakness, we wouldn’t have to guess who He is or how He feels about us.
​When you are empty, He is Jireh (The Provider).
​When you are broken, He is Rapha (The Healer).
​When you are alone, He is Shammah (The One Who is There).
​Food for Thought: The next time you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders, ask yourself: "Am I trying to solve this using my own name, or am I resting in His?" You aren't just a person struggling through a difficult world; you are a person who has been given the "keys to the house" of the Almighty. You have the right to speak His names over your life until His character becomes more real to you than your problems.

UNDERSTANDING GODS NAMES

Chapter 7: Living in the Name

Knowing the names of God is a bit like having a massive toolbox in your garage—it’s impressive to look at, but its real value is only realized when you actually pick up a tool and start using it. Living in the "Name" means moving beyond a list of definitions and letting these attributes change the way you interact with your Tuesday morning stress, your Friday night loneliness, and your Sunday morning prayers. It is the practical application of a spiritual identity.
​One of the most immediate ways we live in the Name is through what we might call "Reframing." When a problem arises, our natural instinct is to name it: Recession, Conflict, Illness. To live in the Name is to speak a different name over that situation. It’s not about ignoring reality; it’s about acknowledging a higher one. When you feel the familiar grip of anxiety, you consciously "run into" the name Jehovah Shalom. You remind yourself that your peace isn't dependent on the absence of the storm, but on the presence of the Wholeness-Maker. You stop saying "I am overwhelmed" and start saying "I am under the care of the Shepherd."
​This also changes the way we talk to God. Many of us struggle with prayer because it feels like we’re shouting into a void or trying to convince a reluctant stranger to help us. But when you pray using God's names, you are reminding yourself of His track record. Instead of asking, "God, please help me pay this bill," you might pray, "Lord Jireh, I thank You that You are the one who sees to it." This shift moves you from a place of begging to a place of trust. You aren't trying to change God's mind; you are aligning your heart with His character.
​Living in the Name also carries a responsibility: we become "Name-bearers." In the same way that a child carries their family’s reputation into the world, we represent the character of God to the people around us. If we tell people we serve a God of Peace (Shalom) but we live in a state of constant, frantic chaos, we aren't effectively "bearing" that name. To live in the Name is to let His attributes rub off on us. We become more generous because we live with the Provider; we become more restorative because we spend time with the Healer.
​Finally, living in the Name provides a sense of permanent belonging. In a world where your status, your job title, or your bank balance can be taken away in an instant, the Name of God is a "Strong Tower" that never moves. It is a stable identity you can inhabit. You don't have to spend your energy trying to build a name for yourself or protect your own brand. You can rest in the shadow of His name, knowing that His reputation is big enough to cover your mistakes and His strength is wide enough to support your weaknesses. You aren't just surviving life; you are living under the banner of the Almighty.

UNDERSTANDING GODS NAMES

Chapter 6: From Majesty to Intimacy

As we move through the vast landscape of God’s power, we eventually cross a threshold that feels almost impossible: the God who commands the stars invites us to call Him "Dad." In the earlier names, we saw God as a King, a Judge, and a Creator, but the shift into the name Abba changes the entire atmosphere of the relationship. In the original language, Abba isn't a formal, religious title; it’s a term of deep, familial endearment—the kind of word a child uses when they run down the hallway to jump into their father’s arms. It is the bridge between the "Majesty" that makes us bow down and the "Intimacy" that allows us to pull up a chair at His table.
​This shift doesn't diminish God’s greatness; it just clarifies our access to it. Think of it like a child whose father is a powerful world leader. To the rest of the world, that man is an intimidating figure of authority, but to the child, he is just the person who helps with homework and tucks them in at night. The child has "all-access" because of the relationship. When we understand God as Father, prayer stops being a formal speech we have to get right and starts being a conversation we’re allowed to have. We realize that the same power that created the sun is the power that is now protecting us with a parent’s fierce love.
​This journey from majesty to intimacy reaches its peak in the person of Jesus, who is often called Emmanuel—which literally means "God with us." If the other names of God were like seeing His silhouette or hearing His voice from a distance, Emmanuel is like seeing Him face-to-face. It is the ultimate proof that God didn't want to stay in the "High and Lofty" places; He wanted to walk on our dusty roads, eat at our tables, and feel our pain. In this name, the "I AM" becomes "One of Us." Every attribute we learned about in the Old Testament—the healing, the provision, the protection—is now wrapped in a human heart that beats for us.
​This transition is the most radical part of the story. It tells us that God didn't reveal His names just so we would have a better vocabulary for worship, but so we would have the confidence to come close. We no longer have to wonder if we are "good enough" to approach the King, because the King has adopted us as His own. The majesty of God becomes our security, and His intimacy becomes our home. We find that the "Name above all names" isn't a barrier to keep us out, but a wide-open door inviting us in.

UNDERSTANDING GODS NAMES

Chapter 5: The Transcendence of God

When we talk about the transcendence of God, we are talking about His "otherness"—the fact that He is completely above and beyond everything we know. In our world, power often makes people distant or unapproachable, like a celebrity behind a velvet rope or a world leader in a bulletproof car. But with God, His massive scale actually makes Him more available to us. We see this first in the name El Shaddai, often translated as "God Almighty." For a long time, we’ve associated this name with raw power, but it actually carries the imagery of a "nurser" or a "sustainer." It’s the picture of a God who is all-powerful, yet uses that power to nurture and satisfy us. He is "The All-Sufficient One." It’s like being a child who thinks their parents can do anything; that "bigness" doesn't make the child afraid, it makes them feel incredibly safe.
​Then there is El Elyon, "The Most High God." This name is used to settle the debate about who is really in charge. We all have things in our lives that feel like "gods"—huge, intimidating forces like the economy, a terrifying medical diagnosis, or a systemic injustice. These things demand our worship through our worry. But El Elyon reminds us that there is a "highest" point in the universe, and God is standing on it. Everything else is beneath His feet. When you realize that God is the Most High, every other mountain in your life suddenly looks like a molehill. His transcendence means that nothing can get "above" Him to change His plans for you.
​Perhaps the most beautiful paradox of God’s greatness is found in the name El Roi, "The God Who Sees Me." This name wasn't given by a king or a priest; it was given by Hagar, a runaway slave woman who was crying alone in a desert. In that moment, the God who manages the orbit of the planets looked down into a dusty wasteland to comfort one brokenhearted woman. This is the heart of transcendence: God is so big that He doesn't have to choose between running the universe and listening to your prayer. He can do both perfectly at the same time. He isn't "spread thin" by the billions of people on earth. Because He is outside of time and space, He can give you 100% of His attention as if you were the only person in existence.
​Understanding God’s transcendence actually kills our anxiety. If God were just like us—only a little bit stronger or a little bit smarter—we would always be worried that He might encounter a problem He couldn't solve. But because He is El Shaddai and El Elyon, we can rest. His "bigness" isn't a wall that keeps us out; it’s a roof that covers us. It means that no matter how deep the hole we've fallen into, His reach is deeper. No matter how complex our mess, His wisdom is higher. His greatness is the very thing that makes Him a reliable place to hide.