Russ Loresca

I honestly envy those who sleep well so quickly the moment their eyes are closed, while I'm here lying in bed, eyes open, mind wide awake, waiting dumbly for the rain to stop. "How the heck do they do that? Aren't they giving a damn enough to just lay there without thinking what'll happen to their life? Or they just don't give a damn about their lives if they die sooner or later 'cause they don't give a damn about the heavy rain?"

I want to sleep like them to the point of not knowing that I'll never wake up again, because the roof and ceiling have already crashed and caved in on me while I'm sleeping; caused by not stressing anxiously about the heavy rain. If that's what sleeping feels like.

080826 02:11

Just kinda feeling to write at this moment as I caught myself starting to daydream again. "I think it feels so lovely to be loved by y—" ah, shh... here we go again. And welp! Time to smack my head to sleep and wake up from this daydream tomorrow! —what a brain.

050826 01:11

Even with this so-called wolf-like mindset of mine, after all, I'm still human. So in this damn mist of uncertainty, instead of searching the unsearchable, reaching the unreachable, and approaching the unapproachable; I will find my peace —my path. And maybe it will all begin when I finally decide to leave all the things that weren't meant for me that make me look back. “They come and also they go”, as they said. And I think I should go too. As I've got nothing to lose since I didn't gain anything here anyway, ever since.

At least, maybe one day I'll find it where I can finally rest in peace, at ease.

-Russ Loresca 🐺

Hbd mbtc haha 🫶

You just woke up one day and decided that you're finally leaving now. And that's the thing I never wanted to see coming. —I really never wanted it to come. Because at the same time, I have nothing to do with your decision but to respect it. You already have your wings. —you're free in the first place.

If only you knew, you're the only one I'd wish to spend all the seasons of my life with. I just want to be with you. —I really wanted it to be you. In every season, in every country if ever given a chance to go there. But I guess this is it.

Thank you for letting me dream of having a life with you. Thank you for letting me know how to love once again despite the odds of not getting loved back. For letting me know how to feel hurt rather than feel nothing at all, thank you. And now, I'm just going to live with it, alone. Carrying a question; "How does it feel to experience every season of life with you?"

—Oh, pardon me for daydreaming, It's all that I have left for now.

"seasonswithtzu" 🦌
-Russ Loresca 🐺
(------ --:-- - ✍️ finally after two years, OT9 completed. And it's all thanks to the song "Autumn" by Ben&Ben for inspiration to finish this writing. 🍂)

Oks na yan hahaha and yes si Chaeryeong yan 😌 ITZY

Marami nang nakita, maging nakilala,
'Di na yun alintana, dahil nasanay nang mag-isa.
Masaya naman ako sa pagiging mag-isa ko,
Sadyang may parte pa rin sa loob ko na ikaw lang ang hinihintay ko.

-Russ Loresca 🐺
(070224 12:29 - ✍️)

Yo! Since I've already completed them, here are the links. Enjoy! 😌💯

"TWICE!"
https://www.facebook.com/share/1JBWJKq5xf/

"Chae"
https://www.facebook.com/share/1JB6tLwTkt/

"ms. Mina"
https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bmvgdx6KE/

"W i s h"
https://www.facebook.com/share/14mBfG4ZJxU/

"You're Nayeon"
https://www.facebook.com/share/1CzZhR5HWV/

"ms. Dahyun"
https://www.facebook.com/share/1b8ufCx8sY/

"Paninindigan Kita, Jihyo"
https://www.facebook.com/share/18zUQAz5hK/

"seasonswithtzu"
https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1EGjGfWXDx/

"Yoo J.Y."
https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1CeexShdbC/

"Ms. Hirai"
https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1AsC9gNbxi/

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okay na 'yan haha 🦅

Those smile,
Looks so fine.
You're always on my mind,
Wishing you are mine.

Those eyes were so bright,
More beautiful under the moonlight.
You're the only highlight;
You're my shining light.

And yet,

This words are not enough to describe you,
And how I feel about you.
I love you,
And I really do.
..

You make me feel special.

"ms. Dahyun" 🦅

-Russ Loresca 🐺

(22022 21:46. From "Tofu" to "ms. Dahyun". An advance birthday present to my bias and also my bias-wrecker haha! 🙌💞)

Russ Loresca - Aamin Ba Open Verse Challenge (Accepted). Check it out now! 😎💯

https://youtu.be/pNMsVFK2_G0?si=dESNdCQ7Mt0IqEvy

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Russ Loresca - Aamin Ba Open Verse Challenge (Accepted) 🐺 Please LIKE and SUBSCRIBE to my YouTube Channel! 😎💯

Russ Loresca - BACK DOWN Open Verse Challenge (Accepted). Check it out now! 😎💯

https://youtu.be/XIgqIMyIjGI?si=krAFYRY-QVYD39Cr

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Russ Loresca Russ Loresca - BACK DOWN Open Verse Challenge (Accepted)

You just woke up one day and decided that you're finally leaving now. And that's the thing I never wanted to see coming. —I really never wanted it to come. Because at the same time, I have nothing to do with your decision but to respect it. You already have your wings. —you're free in the first place.

If only you knew, you're the only one I'd wish to spend all the seasons of my life with. I just want to be with you. —I really wanted it to be you. In every season, in every country if ever given a chance to go there. But I guess this is it.

Thank you for letting me dream of having a life with you. Thank you for letting me know how to love once again despite the odds of not getting loved back. For letting me know how to feel hurt rather than feel nothing at all, thank you. And now, I'm just going to live with it, alone. Carrying a question; "How does it feel to experience every season of life with you?"

—Oh, pardon me for daydreaming, It's all that I have left for now.

"seasonswithtzu" 🦌
-Russ Loresca 🐺
(------ --:-- - ✍️ finally after two years, OT9 completed. And it's all thanks to the song "Autumn" by Ben&Ben for inspiration to finish this writing. 🍂)