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I never hear anyone say anything about the r**e, they only talk about me going off about it.

It's wild how you're defending your reaction, mama, while the actual harm never gets questioned. You're apologizing for being hurt while they walk free from what they did. That's the abuse continuing in real time. Stop defending your feelings about their actions. Hold them accountable instead.

AMERICA IS A RACIST NATION THAT SYSTEMATICALLY TRIES TO DESTROY THE WORK ETHIC OF THE BLACK WOMAN & THE BLACK MAN. IF THIS ISN'T TRUE THEN HOW COME THERE AREN'T ANY BLACKS IN THOSE MEETING ROOMS? HOW COME NO ONE AT THE TOP LOOKS ANYTHING LIKE ME? YOU BETTER NOT SAY IT'S NOT BECAUSE WE DON'T WORK HARD YOU B*TCH!

I never really talk about my second baby daddy but the fact that he told me that he got me pregnant on purpose in order to trap me gets to me sometimes.

I was so shocked & in so much disbelief. I couldn't believe he would do that to me. I couldn't believe a man would tell you that.

He told me to my face that he got me pregnant ON PURPOSE because a man isn't going to want a woman with two kids & two baby daddies. He told me he did it purposely.

That was a really dark time for me especially because of everything I went through with my first pregnancy was coming up when I had my second pregnancy.

I have never had a good pregnancy. I've never gotten to experience real joy when it comes to having children. It's always been a nightmare. I never have had an opportunity to have a good experience.

I haven't even really dove deep into that betrayal & pain as of yet. I'm still trying to get through all the pain my first baby daddy put me through.

I've learned over the years that the problem that I was having with my second baby daddy is because my first baby daddy was doing witchcraft over my relationships.

I just pray that before I die I will finally get to experience what it will be like to get married, get pregnant & have a baby while being married.

I want to experience what a good pregnancy would actually be like since I have never had the opportunity to experience this.

I want to FINALLY be able to experience what life would be like without my first baby daddy doing witchcraft to destroy all of my relationships.

I could now tell the exact moment that my first baby daddy started doing witchcraft on my second baby daddy. My second baby daddy went from being a really, really great man & like a light switch he suddenly turned & it got very dark. He all of a sudden started becoming my worst nightmare.

My first baby daddy does witchcraft on all of my relationships. He did witchcraft on my ex fiance too. That's why my ex fiance started out being a really, really great man & all of a sudden my ex fiance switched & started becoming my worst nightmare. He started becoming my worst nightmare because my first baby daddy (my daughters father) started doing witchcraft on my relationship.

I notice over the years the pattern of the men being very good & suddenly switching because my first baby daddy is doing witchcraft on all of my relationships in order to keep me by myself.

Everyone saw how my ex fiance switched. That's how you know my first baby daddy has done the witchcraft.

This is how I be feeling when these dudes be trying to holla at me. Naw baby you are too young! I need somebody a little older. They be trying to convince you that they're old enough. I'm like NO! I CANNOT DO IT! They be very nice looking too but I have to tell them I'm sorry, I'm too old for you!

Then after I walk off I start getting pi**ed off at my baby daddy for stealing all of these years of my life from me because now I'm too old!

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