Apostle Gerhard

Theres a silence every man battles in life no one sees, but only the one going through that and today honestly I just felt sharing this from the depth of my heart ♥️ after experiencing such trauma 💔 void and silent pain behind the smiles , laughs , conversations I always put on my face daily.

"So much in life has happened past year especially personal life battles and the ,greatest tragedy 💔 2025 I faced and stood to bear as a young minister , despite all my faith in God i fought them by myself no single close friend pastor, apostle, prophet stood by me in this moments ! I was being eaten up silently and behind all smiles and laughs was a broken man going through alot without speaking anything that void kept reminding me of how we can have family, friends and still no one to stand by you 💔 but in all areas God stood by me and I only overcame that months ago of let going of pain , tears , hurts 😢 I was silent for almost 4 years behind a smile ,strong heart and all despite the depression and etc I overcome.

Sometimes ministers we going through alot and we don't talk not because we weak but because people never understand that we humans and that we need help at times and around our circle theres no one " imagine i went through therapy the past whole year almost from last year December and only ended last month where I was completely free and felt a peace within me and free from because I came to mind that as a minister of God whether man or woman of God professional help is important.

You add all the lies the church adds to your pain or battles you going through " the lies they fabricate of a person that you did that and this and that but you never did this , a place where you go to serve and needed therapy and healing is a place it became a place of manipulation and back stepping.

"But its well i will soon be back online with sessions and honestly I am ready to throw the bomb 💣 and all out of what happened in the coast perciffically I am ready i will share screenshots and audios of such noise my name has been fabricated by those church people I am ready ".

Anyways " this is to share a story to tell you we must learn to open up." And get help where we need.

God is the author and finisher of every destiny

Faith has the ability to bring forth what you never expected.

Every man has an ordained assignment from God directly ,dont jump out of your assignment to focus on other people's assignments with God ,it ruins your assignment.

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Being ahead doesn’t make you any good or better than those behind " God's working on them" Jesus used years the deciples but it took one day to make Apostle Paul the most hard working among all Apostle's.

So be careful of your arrival mentality and down playing people ,when you not seeing them move in God.

Because God's busy and working out something in their life's.

The greatest spiritual warfare is "SILENCE".

I have learned to keep quiet and allow to outside world and inner world think of me their way "Because when you know God's plan ,you not bothered".

You dont choose to come to God , God chose you for himself.