Promote Peace

I’m gonna be honest …

Sometimes I struggle with the permanence of seeing what I’ve done within the last 11 years at Promote Peace.

Sometimes it doesn’t feel real.

And not real in the sense of we’ve done some extraordinary things here at Promote Peace,

But in the sense that it doesn’t seem real. Like the success we had once before I got sick will never happen again, like it was a fluke.

That maybe the rapid success we had and how demanding it came to be was maybe another aspect of what got me sick in the first place.

Permanence is hard for me right now.

It’s like I believe we can do it again because I have the evidence we’ve done it before and in the same breath feeling delusional that it could ever happen again. How do I build something that was once so big without the hustle, can I really build a sustainable business with ease and minimal stress?

I can’t build it up being the person I was before

Hustling just doesn’t fit in the paradigm of my life anymore

I have to just rewire my most dominate thought patterns to bring me what I want and push away what I don’t want.

I keep forgetting that I was fkn crazy before. What I did didn’t make logical sense. I had NO evidence it would work for me and I believed it would anyway.

If you can do something once, you can do something twice.

Only better.

I could have just put this all in my journal.

😜

Only 17 people see my post anyway because I ghosted this page for years and we don’t exist on Instagram anymore lol