Faith and Failures

Ever wonder what God's voice sounds like? It's unique to you, often in the language you understand best – even sarcasm! The key is aligning with what God is *already* doing, not just asking Him to bless your plans. When you follow His path, success follows.

I was reading a chapter when I felt God say, 'You need to let me protect you, provide your security.' The word 'control' kept appearing. Giving up control also means letting go of caring what others think. His discipline is a sign of love.

Rocking back and forth, the silence was broken by a chilling divine message: "If you deny me on Earth, I will deny you in heaven." As a pastor, the realization hit: denying God isn't disbelief, it's a lack of professing Him.

In the depths of personal struggle, faith became a guiding light. An honest apology and a loving wife's unwavering support led to profound transformation. Now, the vision is clear: only love remains.

Facing a challenging treatment, he sought solace and protection through faith. Anointing his space with oil, he felt surrounded by the Holy Spirit, a testament to unwavering belief during a difficult time.

Receiving a hug after a difficult experience, and hearing words of admiration for unwavering faith, brought me to tears again. It's a reminder that even in challenging contexts, blessings and profound connection can be found.

Constant thoughts of being better off dead can emerge even in moments of peace, like church. Suicidal ideation can involve thoughts, plans, intent, and means. Stress and exhaustion can significantly contribute to its return.

The thought of not getting up, of walking by the pistol. The fear of missing, of being paralyzed. That was the alternative. But then, research and a community changed everything. Walls came down, and clarity emerged. It's like a waffle soaking up syrup – a flood of understanding.

A profound encounter where God's hand lifted me, opening a door to a radiant hallway. It was a choice: embrace this new life or lose a loved one. The message was clear, a calling revealed as a warning. Tears flowed as a floodgate of emotions opened, facing a life-altering decision.